Last year my life really changed. It was all dramatic and crazy here in my head. I've lost friendships and made new ones. A couple of have survived the earthquake. I really miss those old friendships but don't know how to rekindle them. Part of it is because I have changed so much and I don't know how to reintroduce myself to people that I already know. Part of it is because there is so much pain and I don't know how to say that I really need you to apologize-I'm not the only one who had a rough year last year. Another part is that I don't know who all or what all I need to apologize for. Another part of it is that unless it's happened to you it seems like people really don't understand depression. And finally I am terrified that it isn't over yet.
I am really scared that the clouds of have cleared just long enough to see the sun before the storm really sets in.
I am really scared that the clouds of have cleared just long enough to see the sun before the storm really sets in.
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